March 10th - Anything goes - in New York

March 10th – Anything goes- in New York


Tonight I was given a ticket for the musical “Memphis”, dazzling, uplifting and as always in an amazing theatre – they look like museums those theatres.

This afternoon I was having coffee with a friend and some guys told us: you either have to move or you will be in this movie”. Cameras all around, hustle and bustle, not what you call a quiet coffee, but fun nevertheless and so New York.
Everyone is making something, doing something, going places.
Yesterday a whole band stepped into the subway and began playing and got off the next stop. NPR is amazing, you can get all your information by just listening to the radio, political, educational, cultural,spritual, etc At the moment they are playing a piece “earth meets the sky” with tubas only.
Well, here is a sniff at all the action that takes place.

The good thing is you can be totally anonymous at what you wish to be or do and the bad thing is, you can be totally anonymous. And lonely.
I admire the energy and also makes me stagger sometimes. The prices of everything and anything, are staggering.

I am gathering information and don’t know yet if I can see myself living here
I am disappointed that that answer did not come loud and clear and quick and it makes me feel even more lost in this transition.
I attempt to stay in the here and now – I wandered into a gorgeous church today and accidently attended a mass –and not worry too much about where this is all going.

Oddly, the friends I thought would be knocking on my door are nowhere to be seen and others are very forthcoming, you just never know.

Thank god for cheap wine, ginger tea and a good shower. Speaking of which, the apartment is beginning to feel like home.